we get on.

Today, I'm going to Church with my mom and step dad.

I woke up with "We Get On" by Kate Nash stuck in my head today. Figures. It's so relevant at the minute.


Okay so, Jon and Kate Plus 8- those catastrophes make me sad. I mean, they have 8 kids. I'd adopt at least one of them in the event of a divorce.
Speaking from a divorced kid's perspective- it sucks to be in that situation.
Growing up in courtrooms and in the midst of custody battles is not ideal, in the least.

Not saying I'm bitter- it truly was for the best.

My head is full of thoughts already this morning, each one clamoring for attention; when I'm so starved for YOUR attention it doesn't make sense.

Last night was fun, minus one detail.

I have been much more in tune with myself, my feelings, my "vibes". I feel like I can definitely read situations better. Last night at Moraine View with Holly was so tense and oppressive, I couldn't even handle it. I couldn't stand it. I was nauseous and pressure filled. It was so overwhelming. Such an evil feeling.

I've become obsessed with this poem "I carry your heart" by ee cummings. I urge you to check it out.



My heart hurts whenever I talk to you. It might explode when I see you today. I'm prepared for that possibility.


Okay. I have to get dressed now.
Wearing probably jeans and a tee. Don't worry, my Church is very casual.

Listen to- The Centralia Mine Fire, Death Cab For Cutie, All Time Low, Cute Is What We Aim For (old only.), Be Your Own Pet, A Kidnap In Color, and Metro Station.

I carry your heart, I carry it in my heart.
Ana Dobbins.

today!

Gearing up for apartment hunting and all around good times with Miss Hollyann Sajko.
We are going to tear this town up... NO question.

Just talked to my Aunt Ginger. She makes me smile. She's truly a gem.

This city is calling my name.


Hmm. As soon as I get my new car, I'm roadtripping to Chicago to see people who make my heart jump. (You know who you are. )

Lately, I've been thinking on the future a lot. I guess that'll happen when something that was supposed to last forever crumbles.
But, I am not hopeless. NO. I'm overcoming. I'm determined.
I think next year will be such a time for growth and learning- learning about who I am and who you are and where we should go.

The sky seems to echo how I'm feeling- cloudy. Stereotype, maybe.

I hope you make your day great.
I hope you are as blessed as I am.
I can't wait to see Hollyann.

Today, I'm listening to Metro Station, Zooey Deschanel, Cocorosie, Kanye West, A Kidnap In Color, and Sincerely, The End.



I'm wearing a v neck, skinny jeans, gladiators (clear), a headband and a new view of you.

Love, Ana.

Love, Ana.

Today.

First entry. It's okay though. I don't even have writer's block.
I'm 18 years young, with a fearless attitude. I book shows and love music. It's my absolute passion.

I currently am rekindling old friendships, and loving it.
Relationships? I didn't date for a long time. Then I decided it might be okay. It was for 10 months. Now we're in that awkward place that I tried so hard to avoid.

My sister is vintage; I look up to my younger sister. My mom is my hero. My dad isn't really a big part of things.

I live the rockstar lifestlye. I'm always broke. I'm currently looking to get 17 jobs and an apartment with my friend Holly.
This apartment will be home to millions of tea parties, a fireplace, high ceilings, and free of stereotypes.

Lookbook is by invitation only. I hope I get invited someday.

I love easily and find it hard to trust.

I am an open book. Ask me something. You can.

Today, I continued the job hunt. I watched the mtvU Woodies on Palladia, it was epic. I learned something new about my friend Ross. I planned out the month of June.
I'm getting a new car.

I'm getting an apartment.
I'm growing up and growing out of this place.

I want to get my half sleeve soon- A tree, with half bare and half full bloom, with a heart on the trunk and a tire swing. Sexy.

I love you and I'm listening to Tally Hall, Kate Nash, Zooey Deschanel, Brand New, and A Kidnap In Color.

Ana D.